2nd Day Anes~

I'm so frustrated!!!!!!!
Ive been looking forward for anes since...forever?
yeah, we spend most of our third year in OT right...

since last year, I've always been fascinated by anesthesia~
Dr Fauziah n Dr Ben in Hosp Kulim was always willing to teach us~~
but here haish..

I dont know

I have a dull day today
since this morning, there have been some issue
with strict sister again~
well, mo ortho didnt even make a fuss..y shud she?

I hope, I can find the strength continue...
at least in Kulim, all the mo anes knows us...not here
7 specialist~~but nobody care~~~

Should this be a 2 week of torture??

Third Year in Memory~

Today Cik Ieyla gedik wrote a touching post~~

READ HERE

it's a serious "what the?" if view normally
but well, deep down it was pretty sad and touching

the only pic that we got together haha~

yes, it has been 1 year
just a small gap of time
but the chemistry, the attachment that I feel for them
is tremendous~

before we were together

I will be honest with you~

Faris is in different group
all my circle of friends is in different group
I sometimes still be in bad terms with jen
I never know syafiqah seriously, she's just cpot's gf in my eyes
and what I know is I still doesnt tolerate that guy~
I still keep the hatred I feel for the boys in pre-med for bullying me~
I'm not that close to jay. chai n fify
I'm somehow relieved I still got ieyla and nadz

but, this one year has been the best
we eat together, we traveled together
we know the same people
uda's family somehow be one part of our life

n what did I learn?
I learn to tolerate
I learn to accept our differences
I learn to be patience
and the most important is..
I learn that everything will be alright if we got one another

and what I want to say

Friends, thanks for the one year we spend together
there will be nothing can replace your special place in my heart~

a post just to break the silence~

Err..looking around~
it seems like ages since I last updated~
and look at my banner..
owh so lame~

One month has passed~
or is it 2 months?
lost count already~
I swear to you~!!
I've do nothing~!
N.O.T.H.I.N.G!!
or maybe a maid and babysitter
but that doesn't count~
I'm tired of this~~

just thinking about subjects that I have to take later~
err too much actually for me to handle
I should start reading~

and didn't I tell u my laptop is being repaired??
an it's freaking 3 weeks already!!!
did that guy kill my laptop already!
and I didn't have any books with me~
I'm screwed ~what can I say~
I'm stupid..I spend 2 months without studying~
and I've lost hope~

maybe my 1st year note can help..
I'm lucky I leave it at home~
maybe I should learn back all anatomy before we enter ortho~

-STUDY WEEK-

all unimportant things~


BACK OFF..

I'm in study mood

elective posting

my head is a mess...

with short case exam approaching

and the final exam nearing..

and they have the gut to ask us to think about elective posting now..
why now?
why not before~!
adeyh...

elective posting..
just something beneficial that you can do during your holidays
it will be from march until may I think..
it's a must but not restricted to hospital only
u can be anywhere u like
as long as its beneficial

first I thought I wanna be substitute teacher
it's gonna be fun right
but we have to be in groups and to think that I hate kids
I abandon that..

we can do local and abroad
local for 4 weeks (and there goes our holiday)
and abroad for 2 weeks
but, our dean strongly recommend overseas..
as the experience is more there~

so, I'm thinking of following what those girls decide
maybe to Indonesia..
still 3 choices
Makasar, Medan & Acheh
but we will draw lots later...
it will be interesting

but the problem is still money
adeyh..I have to save up from now..