2 important events today~!

I'm seriously not sure today if I conducted a labor or not

well, I was next to midwife, I want to conduct the labor

my ahnd was touching the slippery baby 

but lastly, the midwife pull the baby out

I was very frustrated...

I wanna do it..

maybe it's too early for me to conduct..

but I wanna do it

seriously nadia..

Today I bought a new phone

basically it's because my phone now is 4 years old and 

my voice is often not heard at the other end.

my new phone is awesome..

it's a sony ericsson w8...

basically something like xperia but with music player function XD

I'm not choosy with phone but I usually doesnt like something that other people like too much

for example now is the trend for galaxy phone I think..

but I hated it

last time, it was xperia..

but now when other people doesnt pay attention to it

I started to like it hehe